But you know what?
I should.
In times like this, I absolutely should.
It does say writer in my bio.
A part of my mission is to create and share proof of the mysticism of life at any moment, to show how faith works in the present.
I'm always saying, "I'm reminding myself this, reminding myself that..." Yeah, because I didn't do it this much in any other era of of my life! Reminders are good!
go through a waiting period? It. ABSOLUTELY. IS. NOT.
DEFINITELY NOT THE FIRST TIME WHILE ON A TRIP.
2 years ago, in Tennessee, I decided to leave a road trip that was making me uncomofortable and get home myself. I had to wait 2 hours to pay for a hotel room to take a Greyhound the next day.
Hoping someone got something from this. :)
Let me go about the morning. Talk to y'all later :)
Venus Kii Thomas
Venus Kii Thomas
The questions for the moment are:
What can I do during my waiting period?
How can I get stronger during my waiting period?
What do I need to release during my waiting period?
How can I feel and create joy in my waiting period?
What's going to uplift me while I wait?
Even on a trip like this, where I've experienced some immense joy, pleasure, happiness, realization, I'm going to have to wait. And that's okay. Things happen slowly sometimes. That's okay.
If I trust everything will work out, the same way as I got here, then it will.
Coming into this part of the thread, my phone just vibrated and I was instantly reminded I have a dear person bringing me home.
SO THAT IS PROOF.
Venus Kii Thomas
I essentially had to wait while every need was met. And while I waited, I sang, I prayed, I grounded, I danced, I wrote... I vented, I cried...
I'm not kidding! As I'm writing all this out, I'm remembering the medicine I created to get me through my waiting.
Venus Kii Thomas
A lot of times we have to wait. And that waiting is a breeding ground for dysregulation and discouragement.
As long as there's time, anything can happen. I believe that.
I'mma keep believing that!
Venus Kii Thomas
Venus Kii Thomas
Venus Kii Thomas
Now that I have some of my answers, I can begin to follow through and change the trajectory and intention of my morning.
Maybe you're reading this and you went, "Venus, what the fuck?"
Or you got encouraged by some of it.
Either response is okay! :)
I don't write this much on Bluesky.
