girl i am so. very tired. of life. and my mother. primarily my mother. can i trade this one in? get a new one? i'd love a new one. perhaps one that doesn't scream and trash things around and make up drama for no god damn reason.
*collapses* ok. bastard is out of the house. i get to relax. unless she calls me, then ,. i don't know. either way, i will be alone for (god willing) most of the day. i'm going to spend this time trying desperately to regroup. because oooo i am Not doing well mentally, emotionally, or anything else
home ,. god, getting her home was hell. BUT we also went grocery shopping, so there's that. i am so ,. physically drained. i'm gonna have a snack, then Immediately pass the heck out after. s'been real, my good friens. mwa mwa
minutes. girl. truly, i cannot catch a break. -_-
Like just, I wish this family was fucking normal. I wish everyone would just be normal. I just want all of this to just stop. God.
Complete and utter agony. Only thing keeping me somewhat sane is unicorn bath toy. Bad day.
i'm going to stare at my animated wallpaper until the world feels right again. and take my meds, perhaps