its been really hard for me since then to feel like the way i talk or act in a social setting won't make people secretly hate me, and idk how to get over that part.
hoping it gets better someday.
tbh even posting poses or interacting on socials has felt like a huge strain, idk.
its really hard to overstate just how hard it is to get over a group of guys deciding that you're the problem and ousting you from their space without any effort to communicate their issues with you leading up to that.
like i'm not mega depressed anymore [cleared m12 haha], but