I'll open up: bad things are happen to people I love. Partner, family. Mental health issues. It's harder and harder to sit and work for hours while worrying, helplessly, while having to work daily and struggling to make enough even in better circumstances.
I'll open up: bad things are happen to people I love. Partner, family. Mental health issues. It's harder and harder to sit and work for hours while worrying, helplessly, while having to work daily and struggling to make enough even in better circumstances.
now the AC broke, its summer in brazil and I cant even stay in this room for long to work.
Just things are getting so bleak and getting enough done is so hard. So much depends on me. I want to give up more and more often.
This is unsustainable. My family cant rely so much on me when I'm under layers of burnout and rent goes up, bills goes up, stuff breaks or the cats need things for their health and I can only do so much, and I manage to do less and less as my physical and mental health dwindle,
