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you mess
youtu.be/YlJU-SScRHk?...
Competitive drive is still a useful thing
I got used to being in over my head because you'd never let me swim anyway
How much of these are are handicaps, how much of these are merely untrained muscles?
I'm capable, I just need to be dragged to the right place at the right times
And yet, a curse that keeps my through-line in check
sometimes gratitude is your side of the transaction
The self-soothing act of making it all make sense