Me: "I understand weighted blankets can help with anxiety and sleep, but I don't know if it's really for me."
WAIT THEY COME IN DINO?!?!?
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I'm so upset with myself...
This year I told myself I was going to go to pride, I even got an outfit together.
...until I realized I had already made plans weeks ago without realizing it was THIS weekend.
Why does my city have their big pride festival on the FIRST WEEKEND!?
I hope one day I can go to a tea room with someone who is really into tea and can prepare me the best kind so I can see once and for all if I'm not a tea guy or I just don't know how to brew it properly.
Also, I want to go and just eat little tiny tea cakes with tea that has more cream then tea.
...Also want to be dressed up by mommy to be her handsome little gentleman and be taken to a tea house where if I'm nice and polite during the whole thing I get all the cakes I want.
Being stuck in a mind numbing routine. You could hold it in, but why bother? Diaper changes are done regularly, the same times every day without fail, regardless of how dry you managed to stay. You hold it in as a matter of pride, but after awhile...diaper change after diaper change...why bother?
How do you tell your system that that stress you're feeling is for something thats not real so calm the fuck down.
That worrying anxiety is continuing into my morning. Part of me seems to think that I have a stupid school project to finish.
The mind is stupid.
Bioshock: "Our utopia collapsed due to the widening class gap, wide spread civil unrest aggitated by living underwater, genetic manipulating drugs and a megalomaniac leader."
Bioshock Infinite: "Our utopia collapsed because some guy refused to throw a baseball at a heretic."
