it makes me feel like my stuff isnt good, and that my happiness means nothing, i dont know if its my style or something but it does so bad compared to everyone elses stuff, like im being proud of something i shouldnt be proud of.
sometimes i wonder if im even doing a good job, like after i finish something that im proud of and i share it around and it doesnt get the love i hoped for, it makes me feel like im getting my hopes up too high and being let down, and then i see that everyone else's stuff is doing better than mine.
