I was not feeling myself. And that is no excuse. I felt trapped inside my own body and there was someone who there who treated me so genuinely kind that I didn't want to lose that.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
Today is my birthday and I'm not asking for anything, I am definitely not asking for forgiveness. But I would like to explain my actions.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.