Writer, baker, photographer, podcaster.
I just want to play videogames.
https://linktr.ee/theblacknerd
terence wiggins
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Don't kill yourself
medium.com/@theblackner...
I was not feeling myself. And that is no excuse. I felt trapped inside my own body and there was someone who there who treated me so genuinely kind that I didn't want to lose that.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
Please do not tag Grace in this. I have already deleted her number from my phone. I have already caused her enough pain.
hi bluesky
I'm still alive and Samson is doing well
I wrote about being black for Black History Month medium.com/@theblackner...
I can only hope that I can regain anyone's trust in the future.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
I have treated people awfully and I have lost a lot of people's trust.
My personal hangups and anxieties around women should have never been forced onto people who showed true sympathy and empathy towards me.
I have fucked up beyond measure.
My Discord is TheBlackNerd if anyone wants to discuss
I've written you all a letter.
Thank you for your time.
@alt-text.bsky.social
Please read the whole thread.
Women and femmes are not my personal therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, comforter. They are their own people.
I was off my medication and was experiencing drug withdrawal in combination with my usual mental illness. But that is no excuse.
Today is my birthday and I'm not asking for anything, I am definitely not asking for forgiveness. But I would like to explain my actions.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
