It's exhausting how applying the "everything is in flux" status to large swathes of your life drains your ability to cope with basically everything and thus is a force multiplier on difficulty and makes even minor complications feel soul crushing!
Someday my cope will return from the capitalism.
But hey man, at least when I go to bluesky to scream into the void at 347 in the morning I get to scroll through people's dope art before trying to sleep again. That part is pretty cool...