I am struggling with polyamory.
My spouse is dating two other people and I am having the biggest issues as of late in that regard, I keep comparing myself and just feel like what we have is no relationship but more a friendship. I don't know why that is so, because it hasn't always been this way.
From my collection of great mugs.
It's since they have gotten into the most recent relationship with someone older, also in multiple relationships, since it's some1 new my spouse is very intrigued and interested in, spends a lot of time with her. All of that I underatand, but earlier this week I've gotten a picture that triggered me
And I just seem to have totally lost the connection. At least judging from right now where my spouse visits her. They acknowledged to have neglected me a bit and plans to change that. We shall see how that goes but for now, given that i have a pretty severe depressive episode since a while, i am sad