the heat in my flat is genuinely oppressive i'm serious,, i had to sit in the garden for an hour playing pokemon shuffle to cool off and the instant i came back up here it's Stuffy
does anyone else get grocery store fatigue even when you're just ordering on delivery apps because... i'm like nah this is too extra can i just order some chicken wings and be done
should i be relying on food to make me feel better?? no but at least i'm not doing cocaine
it took me forever but i settled on doner meat and chips with a side of nuggets bc i just gave up on trying to make the healthiest decision... i don't care i just want to eat For Fun
and they're right. i should be stronger and better but i'm not. i know i'm no fun
i don't have any friends to lean on because they all abandoned me for being too much trouble
i'm genuinely crying i'm not okay lolll
and it sucks because everyone is like "you still don't feel better? can't you cheer up? can't you get more rest?" i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying
i feel bad because shane wanted to come over today but i was completely knocked out so i missed his text 🥹 bad sister
