If anyone knows where I can get some actual advice on this please let me know, I go away in just over a week and wanna feel pretty in the sea🥲
I know everyone draws themselves a bit nicer but this is like a totally different person. We share nothing except being fat. My body is so masculine but I won’t be allowed estrogen based contraception due to my clot history so I can’t even attempt to change my shape.
Not really sure what to do from here, looked literally everywhere that does plus size and came up with nothing. PCOS belly makes cute clothes impossible🥲
Usually Reddit has been helpful for me especially with all my medical issues so went there about my swimsuit problems. No one seems to understand my body won’t fit different style or sizes, it’s proportioned badly. If I get my size they expect a huge ass, which I sadly don’t have irl
Sorry my last few posts have just been venting, been struggling really bad realising my effort hasn’t paid off and never will bc you can’t change genetics, best you can do is YEARS of work which I can’t do bc my heart isn’t as strong as it was before🥲
I’ve been crying for hours bc like I’ve put so much effort in and got fucked over my genetics and PCOS. I can’t do anything about it either. I just wanted it to pay off like ye I guess my health is better but I wanted the other benefits like wearing swimsuits and cute clothes😞
Kind of feel like a fraud bc I’m nothing like Moo. I picture myself that way but I don’t have any curves at all. I have no cheeks, my nips are so low they’re hidden, rolls in weird places. I look like moo in my head, I always have, just feels horrible to look nothing like it irl.
Basically just being told “get a different style” as if that’ll suddenly fit a hank hill cheek situation. I just wanted to dress like every other woman on holiday but instead I was told by fellow fats that I have to just wear smth that makes me feel bad🥲
Oh lawd, Jane's fallen victim to Lilith's antics...
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