💘 got into #edizzy for the masochism,
stayed for the weird stuff 💘
NSFW ☠️ OFMD + irl kink
they/them • 30s • white • 🏳️⚧️ • belly pervert
[gore warning, always flagged]
https://archiveofourown.org/users/sensationseeking
Lark 🔞🍉
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accidentally yyyy thought about ed and izzys canon relationship and got So Fucking Sad.
me: lived in the dreary pnw my entire life, winters are damp and gray and so are lots of springs and falls
also me: literal lizard who loves to be warm and in the sun and hates being wet
i ended up feeling a lot less alone and having a nice time :)
and had a productive conversation with my partner
trying really hard not to do the 2016 special but i'm also deeply unhappy in my relationship & seeing really clearly how it's impacting my self worth as i keep getting the message over and over again that im not worth the inconvenience & my requests for accommodations are hurtful
the changes ive made are ignored & devalued.
particularly unacceptable piece lately was i texted her about smoking weed for accountability reason and didn't get a response or acknowledgement.
there's more, but im too kind and capable and trying too hard to feel this worthless and disrespected
went to the gym and on a run and i'm soooo haopyyyyy it's 89 and sunny with a slight breeze this is LARK WEATHER
gonna graduate today and have a bunch of people close to me who are gonna be in town for some other reasons who will meet up later (?) and i'm supposed to be coordinating and i struggle with that at the best of times & these aren't those -- idk i just feel really alone
Lark 🔞🍉
just realised this was my 20th ofmd fanfic posted 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Lark 🔞🍉
we need to add the sex and magic stripes back to the pride flag. we all need more sex and magic in our lives
