i don't like talking about this sort of stuff but i have to get it out somewhere. I'm hoping i can recover quick from this but as of right now. i don't really know. and to my friends thank you, i love every single one of you, even if I can't directly say it.
i don't know why but it feels like no matter how hard i try. i always find myself beating myself up due to those past actions, i feel like i changed but. whatever i do there's this lingering feeling of "you'll always go back to being that shitty person you once were". and it takes a toll on me.
#exe #execommunity
#smltwt #shucks
mom keeps telling me i need a gf, how do i get one that also fw sml ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
hey y'all, haven't used this in a while but ngl im kinda down in the dumps rn. i think im experiencing imposter syndrome for the first time in awhile. i feel like i don't deserve my friend's not any success i have currently. i feel like my past actions of my mistakes are overlapping my current state
what's the opposite of venting cuz i genuinely am filled with so much happiness, i love every single one of my friends. they matter so much to mee
