furry artist! just my sfw stuff. i am 30+
i yap a lot. check my media tab for art
nsfw: @pankenlewd.bsky.social
tumblr: https://tumblr.com/pankendev
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hope i see a bunny again soon... putting this here because strangely often i'll actually see one not long after wishing for it
we were very in love which was nice but i remember she had me move into her giant sprawling mansion/company headquarters. lady i am not dusting all those rooms
girls don't go for me due to my big buff bara daddy build. sorry i mean because of my femmy little skinny twink figure. sorry i mean average moustached middle-aged salaryman physique. sorry i mean completely smooth completely hairless gnc humanoid standing 7 feet tall. & also bc i don't smoke weed
actually girls are after me. with large knives
it's like if they start predictably busting out the robot hounds for warfare/crowd suppression and people suddenly go "no??? they weaponized the cyberdoggos?? i feel so betrayed right now DARPA how could you do this" come on now
at this point i'm averaging a dozen "why the fuck did i act like that" moments a day reminiscing about stuff from years earlier which somehow does nothing to help me realize when i'm currently acting like that. kickass
just woke up from a dream where i fell in love with and married a woman who was stupidly wealthy because her family invented a color (i think prussian blue?)
anyway sorry i crash out sometimes. it's the disconnect between observed reality and what i thought i could expect from it i think. that shouldn't be the US president and love isn't supposed to be this complicated to find and i'm not behaving how i wish i did. world & i both feel alien to myself
i like how having something off with my brain that makes me clueless & socially inappropriate also means i lack the self-awareness to tell just how bad i got it i think that's really clever & intuitive design
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it feels very mean and haughty saying this but i'm gonna be deadass this was just transparently evident on day 1 simply from the nature of the thing
