god i feel horrible doing this... but im pretty much out of options that make me feel even more guilty than i already do
i forgot to put this in the image but paypal only
putting all my eggs in the basket that is art. i keep telling myself that if i get "good enough" then people will like me, i wont feel lonely anymore.
feels like [emphasis on "feels like"] i have no one. ever since i lost that friend group last year it's like i haven't been able to recover at all. then again half of them didn't like me in the first place so yeah.
- feels like meds aren't working, depression.
- getting tired of drawing. feels like im not where i want to be.
- loneliness.
feels like a lot of people dislike me as well.
just tired, really tired.
well, i am definitely reaching the end of my rope.
turn down for
dog staring at you with ominous [voracious] intent #vore #digestion #decart #furry #furryart
