You see kiIIing villains as an unavoidable rabbit hole into becoming one yourself. You think that because you might not stop there, that nobody else can.
If you're so afraid that you can't control who you kiII, to the point that you project this onto everybody else, then who's really weak?
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If people get hurt because of that, then yes, the fault will be 100% on me, which is why I'll always work my hardest to make sure it won't happen, but never kill, because I've been there, and I know how nebulous things become.