im just a pit stop before ppl move on to better things
just woke up from a dream where the art supply store had spray paint and posca markers that looked like monster energy cans
i feel incapable of creating the stability or support structure i need to chase after the things i want in life. im constantly overwhelmed and nothing happens. i fail to see and grasp any opportunities afforded to me. i push ppl away. dreams melting away. i wish i never had dreams
