wipwed with um. rustles through papers . hyunibini again ? (still just a braindump i just heard all this talk about obsession and remembered a prompt i had once)
oh shit it's wipwed
that "ill protect you" meme
i think it's so powerful that felix can make any man within a 5 meter radius of him look deeply homosexual good for him
yes this is an au u know me (hyune is a mafia hound type guy bc he owes them and binnie is a rich kid who thinks hj's just,, a grungy type and picks him off the street like those white women who rescue coyotes thinking they're stray dogs)
these days i've had moments where the 'hyunjin is so gorgeous' worms in my brain began to push chairs together in assembly to try and anthropologically analyze how surreal it must be to walk around with that face economy
i feel so sorry and i'm also trying to be as unobtrusive as possible but also i just read this book and the way it grabbed my ribcage (my shame of wanting) and tore it open like a package . so i'm going through some funny motions rn don't mind me
feeling generally good ✅
feeling healthy ✅
feeling like i'm betraying everyone i know for not being as interested in atz motions atm ✅
feeling like i needed to let this go a little bit to feel real ✅
feeling guilty over dropping shipping stuff when I Don't Even Go There™ ✅
struggles with want ✅
experiencing so many conflicting feelings at once i think it's one of those Times
