I've struggled for years with this. And I've tried. I really have. But even if I did come back, the culture and the platforms available have made it so that content production, for me is basically impossible and not a viable career option by any stretch. I don't know what to do with my life anymore.
It's been over ten years since I've produced any video content or done, well, anything with my life, really. I've been nothing but a burden to my family and you guys for all that time. I think perhaps it's time to admit to myself what you've all probably known for years now: that I'm done.
