& like By god if anyone can carve out a happy life for themselves and others it is in fact ichiban .... :((((((( started crying while writing this Btw
i think they make me so emotional because the appeal of most ykz ships to me is that they are actively hurting eachother or there is no possibility of a happy ending for them But i think it is possible for ichinan to have a nice life together ... :(
ive been like very emotionally volatile lately & started thinking about ichinan last night and almost started bawling ... theyre best friends &they like eachother And they kiss sometimes ... weehhhh :(