Pythia 🔞 • Ful Medames @ Adamantoise
suck him good and hard thru his platemail
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Once again caught staring at the box labelled "ful's trauma and ptsd" and snapping it closed Immediately
#shalffxiv death and other things you aren’t allowed to think
(Read: Survive, keep the chance of money, shelter, food) He was probably given the list during the first lessons and chose who seemed interesting enough just to blend in more, his family primarily worshipped Nhaama on the steppe, so he's going to go to for the moon goddess here if he Must
Violence didnt make him question it, he's was of the Ejinn and was expecting a life of combat + glorified it. If anything he was glad for the excuse. Did he question other things? Yes, but the lambs became his main 'support' network outside of camp drybone (which he only considered his job)
He works with the twelve when in eorzea by nature of being a mortician, but he personally he considers himself still a devotee of Azim and Nhaama. But when he ended up in camp drybone early on and was given a religious education to be able to perform those rites, he was def trying to assimilate
He was alone! Sure his baby sister's there, but there's no way he's going to show any vulnerability when he's the older one. Then this group shows up and tells him he's loved, he's Not alone, and if he does what they tell him, he can purify this land that took everything from him! Yay !!
Something too about having to leave the steppe and his gods arent here because they didnt save him or his parents. So now that he's stuck here, he's just trying to cling onto Anything that could save him and offer him any comfort or strength too, it's not like he had anyone he could rely on
Menphina and her hound :] 🩵
He'd deny it up and down, but he was undeniably a lamb of dalamud that did and experienced horrific things in her name. He's genuinely terrified of her and the very notion of love as a result (has some weird guilt too about praying for the calamity and succeeding)
