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🦖 Nocti丨28丨♀🏳️‍🌈丨autistic+adhd Human artist! 🌊 art / music / cosplay / DJ / #vtuber 🌴100%sfw/清楚なアートのみ 💿 I made Gensokyo 199X 🌊 Abt me + Links! https://nocti.carrd.co/ 🌴 #東方project #FFXIV #Godzilla #MonsterHunter 🌙Gengetsu's # 1 fan /Ryne irl probably ❌NO AI

🎀Nocti🌙The Gensokyo 199x girl🪽

i dont wanna say every single touhou fan is like this (thats the rep ppl got out of me somehow (?????)) but its actually even more upsetting bc the folks that arent like this are always pressured to give up and suck it up, and thats why so many people i respect end up hurt or resort to leaving

tldr like i said in the replies, but the majority will always be so quick to blame the victims for "upsetting the balance" that they convinced themselves exists rather than drive out threats and sadly i cant say ive seen anything to THAT degree of "deliberate ignorance" in the face of harm in fandom

wow i hate that is juneteenth but my mom is trying to skirt around the fact that she might be out of work again soon and i kinda highkey don't wanna go through the consequences of that again. If you want to support us in this trying time (that is usually always trying) here's my ko-fi.com/kaguyin

my websites journal has been updated! a really long dark vent. ill include it here in screenshot form. i talk about my experience in the touhou community and being on the receiving end of blatant misogyny cw: rape, pedophilia, abuse, suicide, self harm yuutou.nekoweb.org/journal.html

its a clear indicator of my declining wellbeing if i can go several months without drawing Gengetsu not even once That being said its ALSO a clear indicator of it climbing up when i immediately start drawing her again (and havent lost my grip at all) finished soon :)

hey ik its a really heavy read but i need you to read this Like yuu says its unfortunately not an isolated case i was there too and saw theres a complacent bystander nonintervention effect that protects this kind of abhorrent people to the point that any real support to victims is outnumbered easily

realizing i dont share my monster designs nearly as much as i should this is my deeply unpleasant antagonist to my original kaiju lore :)) This thing is why Lazu needs to get up and fight every day and why she evolved to look as gnarly as she does in her true form #kaiju #ocsky #oc #creaturedesign

TODAY IS JUNETEENTH WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO MARK THE END OF SLAVERY IN THE UNITED STATES EXCEPT THAT IT NEVER ACTUALLY ENDED, IT JUST MORPHED INTO THE INDUSTRIAL PRISON COMPLEX WHERE MILLIONS OF MOSTLY BLACK AND BROWN PEOPLE ARE USED AS FREE LABOR IN DANGEROUS WORK E.G. CONSTRUCTION AND FIREFIGHTING.