Yay, up way too late tossing and turning, unable to sleep. During the 2 hours I did get, I woke up multiple times with persistent nausea but was unable to actually throw up. Now I have to be up in a little over an hour. I canβt with life rn.
I know I havenβt made very many posts for a long time. I kind of fell off using media a couple years ago. Things have been very difficult. Iβve isolated myself from almost everyone I know, stopped going out, stopped talking to people, stopped posting. I donβt feel like I even know who I am anymore.
I now have started with two new therapists, but I honestly feel hopeless. With all the cognitive difficulties Iβve had the last year and half, everything just feels impossible. I get overwhelmed so easily, I canβt remember shit, even finding words to write this is hard.
Would be nice if there were more smut novels about pet play with trans characters. :|
Anyone else had this issue? I bought an EZcooldown vest a few years ago and used it a couple of times. They have been laying flat at room temperature for almost couple years and have a pink hue now. They also have a slightly greasy film, which the faq says is normal and shouldnβt damage anything.
6 months ago I went on medical leave and was in intensive outpatient programs, getting therapy weekly individually and in group. Then I was laid off 3 months ago after returning. Iβm lucky to be on unemployment while I try figuring myself out, but now 3 months in I feel the same, maybe worse.
John Collins
I feel like I have nothing to talk about and even if I did I canβt think straight to form sentences or recall information or remember dates. So I just stay quiet.
I just want to be functional again. Iβm so tired. Iβm sick of feeling this way. But nothing seems to work. And I feel all alone.
youtu.be/2mHnru4Gjos <- I think a few here may be interested in this.
