she/her 🏳️⚧️ lesbian (nonbinary) 🏳️🌈 witch
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trixie
femme au chapeau
Starting to convince myself that I should be trying to use the elaborate - sometimes darling, sometimes ghastly - shapes my hair briefly hangs in when I get up (before slipping back to flat and lank and straight) as a method of divination (comemancy?).
Poe: we lost too many good people there
King: i think mark danielewski is still lost in the lamp room
i often joke about being a Disaster Lesbian, but i wanna be the "messy but cute" type and not the "emotional wrecking ball" type
an uncomfortable milestone: i have been grieving a recent breakup. as of today, the heartbreak has lasted as long as the relationship did.
my inner monologue just deadnamed me 🤦🏼♀️
i changed my primary doctor based on recommendations from my friends, and i met him today. he’s amazing. so compassionate. he took my needs seriously, offered great advice, and immediately started treatment or plans for all of my major concerns. he’s taking over my hormone therapy too. i’m so happy!
as i make progress on actually getting treatment for adhd, i'm also learning more about less-obvious symptoms and their consequences. sadly i'm also realizing that i wrecked a lot of my past relationships because of emotional dysregulation, time blindness, and poor impulse control. 😿
chat i ate an apple and now this dork is mad lmaooo
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Oof. The late diagnosis grief and revelation cycle can be brutal. It’s very real and even six years in I’m finding new things that, on better-regulated reflection, could have been different. Go gentle on yourself.
