Genuinely a part of being a broke creative is battling the feelings of envy from seeing creatives making things. I hate it. I can't stifle the "If only i could afford to do that" thoughts every single time I see cute little creative work videos. I wanna JUST be happy to see art. I hate envy.
Icey System 💫 🔞
I hate feeling overwhelming jealously toward people who can afford Kandi and beading supplies because i just wanna appreciate some cool shit. But also I WANT BEADSSS I WANT COOL BEADS I want bead money!!! Fuckkk
