returning to this to say it meant a lot to me seeing a lotta people come together and really talk about this. i appreciate all of you a lot and i appreciate that y'all endured my crashout and let me just speak off cuff about this because it fucking hurts a lot
a lot of people online are performative mental health advocates. they care about you up until the point where you exhibit disordered behavior and then they immediately drop you. this is lowkey why i don't engage with people here often if at all.
