I am sorry for the inconvenience caused by this decision.
Don't be sad for me, I didn't given up on my dream of making a living out of painting butts, but maybe I find a funny-sfw alternative way of achieving that dream. That way I could work on it on public transport.
Stay amazing ye wee goblins
To all my fellow Spaniard Gobbos, stay inside, drink water.
Heat is again impossible to bear.
I wanted to paint a bit but I CAN'T! (And I feel a bit like a fraud because of it)
World pushes people to make decisions, I have to pay rent and bills and now, thanks to my job, I can pay them.
With the side effect of not having enough time to paint and taking care of my health at the same time.
Games are made to give you things you'd wish for:
Vacation without anxiety simulator +
No depression because I have to go back to work on Monday Dlc
This caused a bit of frustration and burn, and I don't want to feel guilty for promising content that I don't know If I'll be able to deliver.
Ïn the long run I know this will be for the better, as I don't think pressure would make the skill recovery any faster, and I can't deal with anxiety atm.
Yesterday I had to make the decision of unpublishing my patreon page.
I appreciate the support received during all that time, and I hope I'd be able to paint and create things again in the future.
This broke my heart a little.
Well, I'll make this official soon but I'm probably going to keep my patreon frozen until further notice.
Don't worry, I'm ok. But summer + the new job took a bite on my motivation and now that I'm trying to get back to drawing It seems that I have lost some practice and I'm not happy with my stuff
This is not the first time I have to take some time to recover personal creative energy (Nor will be the last) so in my experience It won't take much longer to me to get back into posting art.
That said, thank you very much for your support and patience.
Hi there! it's been a while!
I just want to let everyone know that I'm still alive! Got promoted at work because somehow I'm pretty good at it.
That said I end up really tired mentally every day. It's a shame because I really love October and I wish I could paint some spooky stuff.
Hi there, I'm sorry to inform that I may have to definetely close my patreon, after many months having it frozen.
I don't have enough time nor energy to paint nsfw stuff, job is still demanding a lot from me and my health has gone worse, and somehow I can't see myself going back into painting again
