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That Astarion would want Rae to live his life to the fullest, and that he deserved to do so. Rae'd try to. But after how many years—decades—, he would have fixed his broken self this time, that's hard to tell. And who knows? Maybe his broken self is not mendable after all. Not anymore. (5/5)

the one thing he promised he'd never give away. But neither life nor death are that easy. And while Rae knows by now that time does not heal wounds, he does know that it makes them easier to bear. And he knows that his freedom and his happiness meant as much to Astarion as his own. (4/5)

It breaks him anew, each and every single time, and there are only so many times that a broken thing can be mended before the pieces simply don't fit anymore. Rae would not be at that point yet, though instead of denial and anger as before he'd simply feel a profound emptiness from the start. (2/5)

#TavQOTD #RaeBG3 Rae has lived through this before. Not just once. He should know how to handle Astarion's death—or so he'd tell himself. Alas, loss and grief, especially if they're sudden, are never easy, and even less easy to rationalise. And Rae has always struggled letting loved ones go. (1/5)

And so many thoughts. Why Astarion? Was it Rae's fault... again? Is he responsible for— Could he have— Rae'd want to drown those thoughts in a bottle. He'd want to beg his patron for a bargain, would willingly and blindly take any and every offer, perhaps even give her (3/5)

#BG3Alphabet L - Lae'zel. Rae and Lae'zel got along easily by not trying to get along. Their prickly honesty with each other quickly grew into mutual respect and even friendship—and perhaps it's not all bad to have someone to train and meditate and nerd out over swords with. #BG3VP #RaeBG3

#BG3Pride2026 Day 11 - Drag I'm not the most versed when it comes to this topic, nor do mods offer much for it when it comes to BT4. But! Rae slays. And if you disagree, you will be slain instead. 💅✨ #BG3VP #RaeBG3

#TavQOTD #RaeBG3 "I could really go for some peace and quiet right now. ... or for some booze."

#BG3Pride2026 Day 12 - Body Diversity While there certainly could've been more diversity amongst the Origin companions through race, age, body size and other aspects, I still think they (plus Rae) are quite diverse and distinguishable. Even just by their backs. Enjoy the view! #BG3VP #RaeBG3 #nsfw

#TavQOTD #RaeBG3 ... nope. Everything is A-OK with Rae! No trauma from abuse or from losing loved ones. No mommy issues. No weird relatioship with pain. No inferiority complex. No thoughts of wanting to perish. No problems with any and every kind of addiction. ✨👍 Everything is totally fine. 👍✨

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