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19|Male|Has Autism & OCD|Artist and Aspiring Game Dev.|Minors Do Not Interact (I just feel more comfortable that way) You might know me!.... You might not!.... https://uugh212.newgrounds.com/

Heccison, Harbinger of Death

My life wasn't meant to have any worth attached to it. I was meant to exist, hurt people, and then die and go to hell. And the fact that I don't want that has caused immeasurable amounts of pain on my end. I wasn't meant to succeed. I wasn't meant to bloom and live.

Another OCD thing happened, I think I'm not sure if it did or if it didn't, regardless, that's another fucking problem to deal with, as if today didn't fucking reek already, right before I'm about to go to bed too

I'm just fucking sick of life now, I think. I'm tired of what my day to day life has become, I'm sick of constantly having to keep my guard up, I feel like being dead is preferable to this.

I'm fucking tired of it all. If god's so bent on ruining my life why can't he just up and kill me already

You know what, I wish this got made solely because of how cheesy it is. I live for 90's edge lmao

how it feels to dislike glitch and be a normal person at the same time

how the hell does it all keep fucking happening god why , leave me alone

the moment I got dragged out of my room, ocd shit happened, and the moment I went back in, more ocd shit happened I fucking hate being alive.

17h

19h

17h

Jesus fucking Christ...

20h

ready for action

18h

11h

Heccison, Harbinger of Death

That one indie animation team calling Hazbin Hotel, Digital Circus, and Gameoverse childish reminds me of this trailer from the 90s for a movie called Blue Planet calling Toy Story and A Bug's Life childish. Blue Planet never ended up getting fully made, BTW.