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✧🖤Opossum Dragon ✧ Any pronouns ✧ Bi Ace ✧ 26 ✧ 18+ only ✧ AUDHD ✧ Chronically ill🖤✧ ✧Comms CLOSED ✧ Website: possumancer.co Art Tag: #PossumancerCo Pfp: @Terribleanimal.com

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my husband has been taking on work at family members houses every weekend so we can pay our bills bc teco electric price hikes are bad and we are still going to be struggling for the next few months. Im going to sell a lot of my hobby items on fb marketplace soon bc I cant enjoy them anymore anyways

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ME/CFS has taken everything from me

Thanks everyone for all the love and support on my posts where im vulnerable about my chronic illnesses. Its scary and I feel very isolated but it makes me feel less lonely. <3

Theres no cure. Its unfair. I watch videos of people eating so that when i eat i dont feel alone. If i watch videos of people going out and doing fun stuff with their friends I just cry. I wanted to travel and experience the world. Im stuck with chronic illness after a lifelong mental health battle

I often have to lay in complete darkness with noise canceling and covering my eyes because the stimulus of noise and light is enough to make me feel poisoned. I used to listen to music every day, it kept me alive. Now its too much for me. I maybe get to once a week.

I tried to draw today. Got about 20 minutes in and had to lay down because I got hit with that flu feeling again. Tried to sing while sitting in the shower. I used to be able to go on for hours with no issues but now i get lightheaded so fast and my heart rate skyrockets.

I need to make money. I want a job. Cant have one. Thought i could keep doing art. Idk if I can. My condition just keeps worsening over time. I have to pace so often. I am mostly housebound. I maybe leave my house once every 2-3 weeks now for maybe an hour max (i will suffer the whole time)

hi my drs appt is tomorrow and im getting close to the negatives again after paying for my appointment. I hate asking for donations again but i need help Im going to have to talk to my therapist tmrrow about taking my sessions from once a week to biweekly bc i cant keep up with the cost of therapy

Theres so many games i want to play but its been days and I cant sit upright at my desk for longer than 10-20 minutes rn. The mental energy it takes to play at all means its even hard to lay down while playing. Watching movies? Reading books? Rare. I hate this.

I feel like an awful person sometimes because I cant talk much. I cant really do much of anything. Im afraid of having people around because i feel physically sick from the mental exertion of socializing. i also fear someone getting me sick with covid or the flu etc Ill stop whining now