i don't think i've ever seen a job market that people feel "ok" with since 2019. it's either "everyone's getting a job" (2020 - 2022) or "nobody's getting a job" (2023 - today)
Hellsing is funny because the premise is what if an eldritch unstoppable monstrosity was also a massive sub
i took a 60 minute walk shortly after posting this. i feel a little bit better. just a little.
i haven't been able to walk as much as i need to.
i'm not gonna say what i was going to. there's a good friend i am mutuals with and i want her to enjoy herself and her time and not worry about me if she sees it.
i am just feeling miserable and anxious and really kinda alone in general. i will be okay with time.