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I’m tired of feeling like a monster for wanting to trust people. Maybe it’s my fault for trusting too quickly in the past and letting myself care too much about people who clearly didn’t care in return.
I’m disposable. A stepping stone. Something to be used and gossiped about.
I’ve been battling a kidney stone for at *least* a week now, potentially longer but I think I passed it last night.
First one in like 3 years xwx
Fat Brunch and Fatter Brunch
Fat Brunch and Fatter Brunch
Ultimately I’m fine, I have some insanely supportive friends now and I know a lot of this is trauma I have to deal with, I wish I could move on but it’s cut so deep, been part of my mind for so long these emotions comes back when I least expect it.
CW Vent
There are some nights I genuinely wish I never spoke to anyone, interacted with this community, and let myself be emotionally available.
My emotions have hurt others, I've been hurt.
Nothing happened to trigger this, some nights I just want to disappear.
The fact people still talk behind my back to hurt me and cut connections off before I can even begin to form meaningful relationships has genuinely weighed on me, and made me consider drastic things.
Then they would win though. I can’t.
I just have to try to be better.
Launch’s height is very inconsistent, as long as character are in scale related to him that’s all that matters
