i think its a way to keep sort-of isolating myself even tho i have a rly good irl friend group now...desire for connection and desire for Complete Aloneness fighting each other or smth. mb thats why im so exhausted now. hard figuring all this stuff out
Ada Rook
constantly making albums and obsessing over every aspect has been a rly effective distraction from being present with all the stuff i dont know how to deal with but id rly like to feel more peaceful eventually. i hope its possible 🤪🤮🐭
