poet•author•artist•fool. aging, tr^ns, qu♾️r, sick/disabled, autistic. he/they.
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Jay Besemer
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example: i don’t feel very secure visiting a new or different health care provider, but in that situation i have confidence in my ability to advocate for myself & my needs, & exit the situation if necessary. i know i have agency in meeting my needs.
pr0n bots piss me off but i also can’t help snort-laughing at just how vast a wrong-tree i am to bark up in that regard 🌳🔚
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evidence suggests that my garden actually enjoys being tossed around by 80mph winds & sky upon sky’s worth of water. not only is there negligible damage (peas got knocked off their supports) but there has been so much new growth it’s amazing.
…aren’t like matter & antimatter. they coexist, simultaneously, at all times. there’s no opposition between them really; they are each their own things. so depending on the situation, i will notice my own confidence & its absence to varying degrees, in various proportions. but they’re both there.
experiencing one of my favorite smells: old-building-windows-open-with-early-summer-breeze-combining-with-coffee
i have discovered slugs, though, which is quite mysterious given that this is a rooftop garden. maybe they got blown in by a previous storm!
fascinating: when i was trying to deal with insecurity as a younger person, i thought i had to bluff through it or to counteract it with a fake sort of boldness/toughness/outrageousness. but as i’ve aged, healed & gotten to know myself & my needs better, i realized that insecurity & confidence…
i just got a graphic pr0n comic page when i refreshed the “US news” area on the AP news website. mobile browser (🦆🦆!). definitely NOT wanted. was the site hacked or has something slipped through my phone’s security?
chicago! ‘tis ONE WEEK until i read & converse in person (6/18) at @pilsencommbooks.bsky.social with @makecommon.bsky.social !
if you would like to attend, the info’s below:
pilsencommunitybooks.com/events/50470
