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PsycheCyclops 🔜 EF30
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not really sure what to do from here. telling myself over and over to feel something other than shame and embarrassment *really* isn’t helping 😭
where the ocd/cptsd/anxiety combo tips and tricks homies at
I wasn't allowed to swear for one hour. It was off to a good start...
i dont know how else to get this energy out to people who i should tell but feel i can’t.
it’s a lose-lose: i feel bad for talking about it, i feel ashamed for making people worry, and i feel like a burden for taking their precious time to “help” me (but the reassurance just reinforces)
rumination and the fear of the unknown run (and ruin) my life fr. i just continue in this loop until i’m exhausted and pick it up the next day
my day starts and ends with obsessive thinking most of the time. its getting hard to just try and turn it off without just waiting til i’m exhausted
why post now? idk im tired and i need to get this off my chest haha
i don’t vent much to people—this is what i have my therapist for usually. but it’s mostly cause i’m too afraid to show people how i actually feel because i’m *also* convinced my brain is somehow doing this for attention
no amount of reassurance works for me and just feels like it reinforces it
really considering talking to my therapist about exploring if i fall under an OCD diagnosis to go with my PTSD
*relaxing mineshaft noises*
we're playing some minecraft today on the SlimeCraft SMP!
come **request your favorite minecraft parodies** to listen to while we play with !sr
come vibe!
www.twitch.tv/psychecyclops
#furrylive
equivalent exchange
you give me monie... i draw your sona >:3
we're working on a fma:b themed piece! brainrot goes hard...
come vibe! 🦌
www.twitch.tv/psychecyclops
#furrylive
