It's my dumb brain acting up again. Gotta accept that I get these benign compulsions during gaming no matter what and that i gotta work on them. Not give in all the freaking time, even when my brain shoots anxiety through the roof. I didn't used to be like this at all. Time to return to myself.
Brain giving itself anxiety this morning, so I'm just gonna fall into an old hobby I continue to neglect: video editing 😌