It's always so satisfying when you turn the bidet on and it hits just the right spot
Tumny? goddamn it lol
This shirt is getting so tight on me #TumnyTuesday
Wow. Just got hit with a tingly wave of gratitude. In this moment, life is so good.
Been having an amazing time on my Alaska cruise.
Does it still count for #TummyTuesday if I didn't take it on Tuesday?
11 years ago today I made a decision that would affect the rest of my life and set me on a course of bodily acceptance and overall self affirmation - I chose to follow my lifelong dream to get fat. I was around 180 lbs and I've come close to tripling my starting weight since then.
I ordered a couple shirts today - one 6xlt and the other 7xlt. The 6xlt is my size but still fits wonky. Story of my life!
Anyway, I did a bit of padding (first time since before gaining) in the 7xlt and holy fuck I don't think I've ever been as motivated to eat as I am now.
Today's weight update has got me SO gainer brained at work. I just finished my usual breakfast tacos, and now I just want to empty out all the honey buns from the vending machine and see how many I can eat before my 11 am meeting.
I miss padding. The feeling of slipping that pillow under my shirt really stirred more than memories in me.