omw to copenhagen and im so tired i keep almost falling asleep
im so depressed, i don’t want to feel anything
i did, didn’t gain
and i miss not thinking about su*c*de all of the time
i want to die so bad
i have to lose weight
i hate having feelings i don’t want to feel anything
fuck i miss being on holiday and i miss the people (not my family, there was enough drama with them)
i did accidental face reveal to those of you who follow me ig hahaha oops
ended at what i assume is my maintenance today which i’m okay with since it will probably keep me from acting on my binging urges. was everything i ate healthy? no but i didn’t overeat
