im afraid of getting close to anyone cause im monogamous and im afraid my brain is already coming up w reasons why i need to stay away/not engage too much with poly dynamics lest it upset me and my jealousy but i think a little flirting is okay. its just relatively uncommon to find other mono ppl
truly could be convinced to be a freak for many things but havent gotten many opportunities of late. also bad at making first moves. but got a sweet furry partner who i can see irl and hang with and who likes me for Me first and sex second. :) so thats a yay. im ok being slow w it. theres a lot rn
(at least in like, furry or kink spaces)
i get gender euphoriaseeing annie lennox in a suit one of the best to ever do it
