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Oh 😅 This is blowing up more than I would have guessed. I'll try to read and respond later today when I have more time. I forgot to talk about identity, that's been a bit of a minefield to navigate too. I still don't know quite who I am in that regard, but that's ok.

Why am I writing all this? It's been on my mind a lot lately, and it's nice to get my thoughts out on paper. Also, it's a good reminder to myself to get out of my comfort zone, and not fear failing. Or maybe I'm just trying to manifest this. x3 Either way, thanks for reading. 💙

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HEYYY

This may or may not surprise people, but I've been single most of my life. A lot of it probably stemmed from my insecurities and self esteem. But I've been working on myself a lot over the past year, with a therapist more recently, and feel like I've made a lot of progress...

I've really tackled a lot of these challenges in the past year. Going through hardships can be the best teacher at times. I've really processed a lot of my self esteem issues and am just trying to enjoy life. Things aren't perfect, but way better than before, and I hope it shows.

It never bothered me much before, but lately, I've been craving companionship. One of my love languages is acts of service. I want to be able to take care of someone and vice versa. I daydream about little "slice of life" moments that could be shared with someone special...

That's in no way an excuse either. I tend to be fairly guarded, likely due to my trust issues. My insecurities don't help either, thoughts of "oh they don't like me" or being afraid of making mistakes or letting someone down always weigh on my mind.

I've been told countless times in my life "oh I'm surprised you're single!" I don't know! 🤷‍♂️ I can count the times on my hand (or paw) the times I've really liked someone, and in those rare instances, it's never worked out.

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