( 28 ) She/her --- FFXIV Gposer, might occasionally talk about games or hockey.
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Imimimi
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Just as an update, I am seeking professional help for moving through this loss. I've had my first session and it helped a lot.
I will still be on hiatus, as this, and many other games and media were deeply tied to him. This still is my favourite game though, and I'll eventually be back.
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thinking about them........ #wolstinien #fenstinien
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a sky of scattered tears
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a thousand years apart
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#gposers #birbseeds
"Put that damned thing away, or I’ll throw you right back into the river and hold your head down."
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[ #gpose | #hyur | #elliescreens ]
🌈Together we make a family~
#🌙☀️🌟 | #🌼🌙💜 | #🍄🦋❤️️
I thought I knew what life would look like without you, but not like this. I just wanted you to be okay, to find peace. I'm so sorry. If love was enough, you would still be here. I would have helped if you let me. I didn't want it to end. I loved you with everything I had. I miss you.
I will probably be taking a hiatus for awhile, I don't post often about my life but, someone I loved deeply is gone. In a terrible way. I don't know what to do, I know there is nothing I could have done. I loved you, and I'll miss you so much.
All I ever wanted was for you to find peace, to heal from the wounds that scarred so deeply. In your hurt, you hurt me. But I only wanted the best for you, whether I was there or not. It's not fair. You were so loved, I wish you knew that. I would have carried your burdens if you let me. I love you.
