but instead a lot of her twisted views end up getting confirmed or she gets called some variation of an abuser/manipulative (not to say it's wrong or anything) or gets hurt herself which sends her deeper into her spiral like her mind's in such a dark place dude
like her brain is just constantly telling her she's evil and weird and a toy for everybody else and that everyone is out to get her and hurt her or blames her for everything so she lashes out at others so easily. and she wants so desperately for someone to challenge that worldview
emotional over roadkillere like she's just in constant need of comfort to make sense of the horrible things her brain says about herself and about others and her skewed worldview but she rarely ever receives it because she says everything so toxically
goddd you annoy me
adding onto this that the person she feels most seen and heard by (who's still... alive lol) is @ribbonymasks.bsky.social