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i feel high on grandeur today because i prepped some nice healthy food for myself for the week, lets see how long my high will last
oh no i didnt post here
one time i told autumn when we worked out together in the gym that i was gonna get a glove for my calluses and he waved his index finger saying no thats for sissies like the beast of a man who cant take a hint
update i feel catatonic today
i dont like conforming to societies and i dont like confrontation either, therefore i avoid such spaces entirely instead because everyone already has their own set of group beliefs and cultures, though i wouldnt mind experiencing them once in awhile as it still holds some novelty for me.
ts so dumb
one thing about alexithymia is that u think u feel fine about something and when it actually happened u still feel fine but u would feel oddly agitated towards anything else afterwards and the cycle repeats until u figure out that that thing actually bothers u but u still feel indifferent about it
im someone who never rly enjoyed participating in community activities. i do feel lonesome sometimes but communities never filled that void for me and its strange to see all my peers being active in it and genuinely give them some sort of purpose. sometimes it frustrates me that i lack this affinity
on a sidenote my mom is the exact same as me in this aspect, her friends are always worried for her mental health and avoidant behaviour because she rarely hangs out with them, so thats probably where i got it from 👶.
